to take a leap of faith...or not
you grabbed my hand and held it
but we were on a rollercoaster
so I don’t know if it counts
our shoulders were pressed together
neither of us moved away
but does it just mean we’re comfortable?
or is it something more?
you swing your arm around my shoulders
pull me to your side while we walk
you ran your hands up and down my arms
to warm me up
you told me, “it’s people like you who are
making me soft.”
“how?” I asked.
“because you actually mean something. Curse you
how many people did you say that to?
I just don’t want to
jump in before feelings are
in the most colloquial of terms
I’m super “into” you
maybe I’m just scared
and that’s why I won’t act
and I’m not sure
if we’re there yet.